I really had a restless night, so worried and uneasy in my bed and thinking about what happened to us that night. Hindi ko naisip na aabot tayo sa ganun, I experienced the worst headache ever, all I could hear was my heart beating much faster than it ever has. I cursed my stars that night, as my expectation for the night was so much greater, but it ended in a far different way that made my heart throttle with tears of losing something na dati lagi kong pinaglalaban.
Pareho tayong nakagawa ng pagkakamali not trying to understand each other, some words did hurt in some way and I guess we got carried away after all those arguments of whether truly you have some intimate relationship with *****. I guess this issue has always been the stumbling block of our relationship getting worked out. Alam mong nahihirapan akong paniwalaan kung anuman ang totoo. Perhaps you need to give me a chance to find out for myself whether what you’re trying to make me understand is the real truth or not. Trust is very important and so I hope you have no objection about me finding out the fact about whether you have ‘thing’ with him or them.
Alam kong pareho tayong may mga nasabing mga bagay sa isa’t isa na di natin inaasahan, trying to find out the truth about something, it’s really hard and needs much time, but I guess I got carried away by saying those words to you. Being the first girl to have said and done those things to me also hurts and means a lot. Whether you accept my apology or not, I’m truly sorry sa mga di magandang bagay na nasabi ko sa iyo.
So many times I thought life is so unfair. Alam kong may mga dahilan why we can’t be together. Reasons that God only knows, pero di iyon naging dahilan para kalimutan kita. You really know how much I love you and care for you but there is nothing I can do more. Even though we’re apart, that was not the reason of the end of our commitment. You are the best thing that ever happened in my whole, entire, damn life.
Hindi ako sigurado sa chance for us to experience the passion in each other again. The most important thing is that this is not our first love experience and one thing we must understand is that, in every relationship, whether old or new, sigurado ako na hindi talaga mawawala ang mga problema but it’s up to us to solve them. These are some of the things that might break our warm relationship and everything we are planning ahead of us. Kailangan natin intindihin ang isa’t isa and try to have the trust that will make this relationship work. I know you want this to work as much as I do and I still have my hopes up, never giving up on you. Let me tell you this thing that I believe in a real relationship: “It doesn’t take beauty to make a relationship but the heart and the mind.” I know what I’ve seen in you and have a special reason of choosing you. All guys are never the same. The heart shows all the difference.
For now, Alam ko sorry is just a word, but for what it’s worth I am very sorry for hurting you that night. Nasaktan mo rin ako and I’m really confused about everything. I much want things to be stable and that we both get all the time we need to make our decision. I love you so much and never will I think that I can forget you. Hope to hear from you. I remain yours.
-I wrote this letter months ago. This letter has been saved in my laptop for how many weeks already. I was about to give it to her last 03.22.09. But I did not. Now, Regrets is all I have.
Pareho tayong nakagawa ng pagkakamali not trying to understand each other, some words did hurt in some way and I guess we got carried away after all those arguments of whether truly you have some intimate relationship with *****. I guess this issue has always been the stumbling block of our relationship getting worked out. Alam mong nahihirapan akong paniwalaan kung anuman ang totoo. Perhaps you need to give me a chance to find out for myself whether what you’re trying to make me understand is the real truth or not. Trust is very important and so I hope you have no objection about me finding out the fact about whether you have ‘thing’ with him or them.
Alam kong pareho tayong may mga nasabing mga bagay sa isa’t isa na di natin inaasahan, trying to find out the truth about something, it’s really hard and needs much time, but I guess I got carried away by saying those words to you. Being the first girl to have said and done those things to me also hurts and means a lot. Whether you accept my apology or not, I’m truly sorry sa mga di magandang bagay na nasabi ko sa iyo.
So many times I thought life is so unfair. Alam kong may mga dahilan why we can’t be together. Reasons that God only knows, pero di iyon naging dahilan para kalimutan kita. You really know how much I love you and care for you but there is nothing I can do more. Even though we’re apart, that was not the reason of the end of our commitment. You are the best thing that ever happened in my whole, entire, damn life.
Hindi ako sigurado sa chance for us to experience the passion in each other again. The most important thing is that this is not our first love experience and one thing we must understand is that, in every relationship, whether old or new, sigurado ako na hindi talaga mawawala ang mga problema but it’s up to us to solve them. These are some of the things that might break our warm relationship and everything we are planning ahead of us. Kailangan natin intindihin ang isa’t isa and try to have the trust that will make this relationship work. I know you want this to work as much as I do and I still have my hopes up, never giving up on you. Let me tell you this thing that I believe in a real relationship: “It doesn’t take beauty to make a relationship but the heart and the mind.” I know what I’ve seen in you and have a special reason of choosing you. All guys are never the same. The heart shows all the difference.
For now, Alam ko sorry is just a word, but for what it’s worth I am very sorry for hurting you that night. Nasaktan mo rin ako and I’m really confused about everything. I much want things to be stable and that we both get all the time we need to make our decision. I love you so much and never will I think that I can forget you. Hope to hear from you. I remain yours.
-I wrote this letter months ago. This letter has been saved in my laptop for how many weeks already. I was about to give it to her last 03.22.09. But I did not. Now, Regrets is all I have.
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